Its 3 pm in the afternoon right now. While i'm listening to my ipod playlist (just found it somewhere in my car yesterday after 6-months gone) i feel so desperate. This playlist reminds me of couple months ago while i'm sitting or walking somewhere in malaysia. Lost and having zero idea which street should i took...

I feel desperate. I feel like i'm a failed person. I cant gain money as much as before, I still dont have any regular work. Thats a real pain in my ass i think..

Hearing people that i graduated from this glamorous university, and still not work yet.
Man, thats uncool.

I myself, keep wondering. What kind of job that i actually want to do? I dont know... Im not sure, am i able to be a workers? am i good enough? am i? am i? am i?

I suck.